PaperThin Heart......Let get these teens Heart beating..

Niako · **Joined:** May 2007 **Posts:** 6

Yes first off im sorry for posting it in the wrong place but, i would like every1 to read this because its so sad and it had happen to many people.

As I sat there in english class, I stared at the girl
next to me. She was my so called
'best friend'.

I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that, and I
knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me
for the notes she had missed the day before.
I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave
me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I
want her to know that I dont want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and I dont know why.

11th grade, The phone rang. On the other end, it
was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on
about how her love had broke her heart. She
asked me to come over because she didn't want
to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on
the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was
mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips, she decided to go to
sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave
me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I
want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and I dont know why.

Senior year, The day before prom she walked to
my locker. "My date is sick" she said, has not
gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th
grade, we made a promise that if neither of us
had dates, we would go together-just as 'bestfriends'.
So we did. Prom night, after everything was
over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at
her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her
crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she
doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she
said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know
that I dont want to be just friends, I love her
but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before
I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as
her perfect body floated like an angel up on
stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine- but
she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home, she came to me in her
smock and hat, and cried as i hugged her. Then
she lifted her head from my shoulder and said-
'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to
know that I dont want to be just friends, I love her
but I'm just too shy, and don't know why.

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl
is getting married. That girl is getting married now.
I watched her say 'i do' and drive off to her new
life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine,
but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it.
But before she drove away, she came to me and
said 'you came!'. She said 'thanks' and kissed
me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to
know that I dont want to be just friends, I love her
but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a
girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service,
they read a diary entry she had wrote in her
high school years. This is what it read:

"...I stare at him wishing he was mine; but he
doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I
want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want
to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!...

'I wish I did too...' I thought to myself, and i cried.

ps.I read this and its soo sad, so i thought i share it with u guys. Hope u like it.

pss. This song Anberlin - A Day Late (Acoustic) goes well with this poem
( Acoustic version is alot better)

XMoshe · **Posted:** Sat May 19, 2007 10:08 am

*snif snif* how sad..

(if you posted it in OT...enough people would have read it^^)

TaicaCuu · **Joined:** Mar 2007 **Posts:** 204 **Location:** OTL

How sad

Zypher · **Joined:** Sep 2006 **Posts:** 8705 **Location:** Canada

_Sevve · **Joined:** Jan 2007 **Posts:** 82 **Location:**

Theres a reason humans was born whit an mouth.

But ye, sad..

Penguin13 · **Joined:** Apr 2006 **Posts:** 940 **Location:**

gb2/myspacebulletin/

Zypher · **Joined:** Sep 2006 **Posts:** 8705 **Location:** Canada

Dimitri13 wrote:

gb2/myspacebulletin/

im glad they dont show up on my page

ElMejorGlavie · **Joined:** Apr 2007 **Posts:** 577 **Location:**

*sniffles* SO sad

Snudge · **Joined:** Jun 2006 **Posts:** 4200 **Location:**

Woah. Damn. Nice lyrics...

sinhistergod · **Posted:** Sat May 19, 2007 12:06 pm

its so sad im gonna post it in my myspace bulletin so others can read it

BrokenSaint · **Posted:** Sat May 19, 2007 12:07 pm

Wow, that was a tear jerker.

[SD]Twysta · **Posted:** Sat May 19, 2007 12:30 pm

damn

bladecarlo · **Joined:** Oct 2006 **Posts:** 1116 **Location:**

so sad..

Snudge · **Joined:** Jun 2006 **Posts:** 4200 **Location:**

bladecarlo wrote:

so sad..

OMG Ragnarok emotes! XD I wub you... :love:

Anyway, this reminded me of a song. I wanted to search for the lyrics, but I forgot which song... aaah! Gief sec!

I wrote a goodbye note in lipstick on your arm
When you passed out
I couldn't bring myself to call
Except to call it quits

Best friends
Ex-friends till the end
Better off as lovers
And not the other way around
Racing through the city
Windows down
In the back of yellow checkered cars

Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh
Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh
Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh
Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh

This city says...

Come hell or high water
Well I'm feeling hot and wet
I can't commit to a thing
Be it heart or hospital

Best friends
Ex-friends till the end
Better off as lovers
And not the other way around
Racing through the city
Windows down
In the back of yellow checkered cars

Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh
Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh
Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh
Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh

The tombstones were waiting
They were half-engraved
They knew it was over
Just didn't know the date

And I cast a spell over the west to make you think of me
The same way I think of you
This is a love song in my own way
Happily ever after below the waist

Best friends
Ex-friends till the end
Better off as lovers

Racing through the city
Windows down
In the back of yellow checkered cars

Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh
Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh
Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh
Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh

Best friends (Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh)
Ex-friends till the end
Better off as lovers (Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh)
And not the other way around
Ex-friends till the end (Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh)
Better off as lovers (Yo-ho-oh, whoa-oh)

That's the one. Don't know why, maybe because it's in the same line of sadness, orsomrthing... similar... Yeh, right.
<.<
>.>
>.<

StaticX · **Joined:** Apr 2007 **Posts:** 814

.......................OWNEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD :roll:

hehe

MrJoey · **Posted:** Sat May 19, 2007 1:40 pm

Met a girl, thought she was grand
fell in love, found out first hand
went well for a week or two
then it all came unglued

in a trap trip I can’t grip
never thought I'd be the one who’d slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

she fuckin hates me
trust
she fuckin hates me
la la la love
I tried too hard
and she tore my feelings like I had none
and ripped them away

she was queen for about an hour
after that shit got sour
she took all I ever had
no sign of guilt
no feeling of bad, no

in a trap trip I can’t grip
never thought I'd be the one who’d slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

she fuckin hates me
trust
she fuckin hates me
la la la love
I tried too hard
and she tore my feelings like I had none
and ripped them away

that’s my story, as you see
learned my lesson and so did she
now it’s over, and I'm glad
‘cause I'm a fool for all I've said

she fuckin hates me
trust
she fuckin hates me
la la la love
I tried too hard
and she tore my feelings like I had none
and ripped them away

la la la la la la la la la love
trust
la la la la la la la la la love
trust
she fuckin hates me

Anyways, original I found to be kinda dumb. Mainly cause only a dumbass would keep his mouth shut and not try to say something.