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Isn't getting addicted to smoking the same thing?

meh... i just dont care.

meh ...

And what your gf be happy when you are like this... sad for her really.

@ StaticX

i've had worse problems too, i'm just tired of shitty stuff happening. i wish my karma would come back to me. but it just seems like i am destined to have shitty things happen to me in rapid succession.

Psych cmon bro you can't be kickin it in that hole you're in right now.

I did the same thing for a while this summer, just do mad drugs, drink every night, sleep for shit, not care about work, started smoking cigs again, I was pissed at the world...I more than once felt like crying when I'd find myself with no where to go at 12 at night and nothing to do...just me and my car. You guys ever tried sleeping in a Saturn SL2? It's SMALL.

You don't sound good at all right now bro, where the **** is your girl during this? You need to talk to homies and more importantly to her, seriously dogg...I don't like how you're talking at all...

Yea I know is fu.king hard to have like this but you only destroy you self when you do like this...even if is hard .. but you must have strange do do something about it ,and dont forget to eat and sleep to..

What I said before be always up and down in life ..But you can do something about it..and is only you. and you said you have a gf who stand behind you so think about her if you love her..Is not easy for her to see you like this ..

well, i seriously appreciate the concern. i know i should try to pull myself up, but seriously, i have had so much horrible shit happen to me, im just done with it man. im done.

my girl is here, but she is going through some hard times too, so we are both kinda just depressed together, there are ups and downs, but mostly just downs right now, we are both in this hole.

both not sleeping, both just not caring.

i seriously hope things start to get better, but it just doesnt seem like things willl...

i found out for sure i will be losing my job (that i love more than any job i have ever had) this september... there are fuckin people coming from 4-5 states away to get jobs here, in my profession...

there are no jobs for me... i have like 8 applications out, no interviews... this has never happened to me before, every job i have applied for, i have gotten interviewed, and hired...

i just dont know what to do, the way things are going, i wont have my new place much longer, i am already selling anything that i can stand to part with... (anyone need a PSP??)

i just dont know.

Did you ever get a degree in something?

If not maybe it's time, if you can somehow get the money.

Make resume's, they impress people much more than a standard application. Your given employer will have a stack of applications that are all going to be pretty much identical - the few resume's lying next to those applications are first of all going to make you stand out in the fact that you gave more effort, and they're also going to reveal more about yourself to the given employer than the application would.

You've got a much higher chance for the job dude...

Just don't give up.

IT jobs rarely require a degree, i have 7 years of experience which counts for a degree, the jobs always say "degree or equivelant experience".

im fine on that...

i have a resume, of course... i am applying for jobs making 45-65k a year, you have to have a resume.


trust me man, i am doing EVERYTHING i can to get a job, i cant be jobless, i havent been jobless since i was 14...

i wont give up, but im getting more and more depressed and deeper into my drug binge every day...

anyway, im goin home... peace out everyone. ya all. (specially you black )

Haha I shoulda figured you knew how to get a job better than I would.

Maybe it's all in your attitude. If you're depressed you probably don't smile enough. You don't send out happy, positive vibes. Maybe you seem like you don't care?

I'm sad because SRF is changing, for the worse. I come here less and less, and when I do come, there are people who I will always like, and more and more people I dislike.
:/

And is wrong if you and her not at all caring . sit there and only wait untill you get a post from some job uh.. do something , you have phone or ? sow more interest for job you want have and talk to them .

(there are no jobs for me... i have like 8 applications out, no interviews... this has never happened to me before, every job i have applied for, i have gotten interviewed, and hired)

Yea you see is becose never happend to you .but you know is not easy this days but dont dig you and you gf down . not help you and your gf at all..really..

Must ask you have parents ? and you gf ? is nothing wrong to ask after help..

damn....I have problems with guessing peoples genders

@ Masta: ...do you like me?

and also it is true, this forum is changing, thats why I left for a while, it wasn't good what-so-ever, but I came because it looks like its getting better...except the part that stallowned isn't here.

Phoenix that guy in your avy sucks at dancing for somebody who likes to move it.

...well...your chicken...sucks at looking...good

that chicken took months of breeding you stupid son of a bitch

IT'S A CHOCOBO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU EVER BEEN FUCKEN BITTEN BY A CHOCOBO? DON'T MAKE THAT MISTAKE AGAIN OR YOU MAY GET PICKED UP AND RIDDEN AWAY ON MY BACK TO MY PERCH ON A MOUNTAIN WHERE I'LL FUCKEN PICK YOUR BONES CLEAN.

STUPID BIRD.

EDIT: Yay somebody who knows how hard it is to get a black chocobo in FF7 LOL.

>_> okaaaaay, I can tell Im missing something...whats FF?

Final Fantasy.

In the 7th you can capture chocobo's and ride them around. You can take them to a chocobo farm and have them stalled there. You can mate chocobo's and if you do it the right way and with luck, you get an upgraded, different color chocobo.

Black one's literally take hours and hours and hours to get.

FF7 breeding is for pussies.

I'm talking about hardcore wait-for-two-weeks-to-see-how-your-chocobo-turned-out.alsogettingablackoneismostlyluck FFXI chocobo breeding.

Lol never played 11.

But FF7 breeding is hardcore too...if you don't save and turn the game on and off, it would literally take weeks, maybe a month of playing for hours every day, to even get a black. For a gold...

I'm just.. depressed.

Lots of shit going on =/

Boys, family, and just other little things that have been building up.
*sigh*

I'm so sad that applebees took cheesy bacon tavern chips off their menu...it was the only good thing there lol

For real though...this whole summer I've been so lonely

yeah, sorry, but having to wait for DAYS AT A TIME JUST FOR YOUR EGG TO HATCH is harder.


replace summer with life, and I totally agree.

I think we can all agree that FFX-2 chocobo breeding was just outright retarded -.-;

I think we can all agree that FFX-2 was retarded in general.

I loved FFX.

Put down the controller within 30 mins of X-2.

I subjected myself to the ew-ness of X-2 and beat it 100% just to see the very end of the game >_<

What a waste of my life.

I'm sad because the time has come [check my sig].

OMFG UR GONE STRESS?! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
well that's something else to be sad about
-is over IRC situation tho- (Real life friends> Internet ones)

yea is sad to see you go STRESS but hope you come back soon when all is ok.. ..Take care..